Thursday, May 8, 2008

My Dad

Next Friday we bury my Dad. Gotta love North Dakota. Anyway some of my sisters are blaming and making the death an awful thing. Yes it is not fun to have him gone I miss him everyday. And cry a lot, however when he made the choice to stop that kidney thing I can not spell, He for the first time in years had control of something and felt like a man again. there was this peace that washed over him and he started to do things again that he enjoyed. Those card games and singing times are all special memories that I will have forever. I needed to write this because I was allowing them to put it into my head that if someone else would have been there he would still be alive. That is not true and oh just pray for that situation.

4 comments:

Angie said...

I will be praying hun! That is so sad and I am so sorry for you babe! HUGS!

meredith said...

whose the sisters

meredith said...

BOY OH BOY . I LOVE HOW PEOPLE CAN TWIST THINGS .. IVE NEVER THOUGHT THAT DAD WASNT AT PEACE WITH HIS DECISION BECAUSE IF I HADNT I WOULDVE ASKED HIM NO MATTER WHAT ANYONE SAID .I JUST THINK THAT GS THAT SOME OF THE THINGS THAT HAPPENED OR SAD AND IF PEOPLE FEEL SO CONFIDENT THAT THEY DIDNT DO ANYTHING WRONG THEN WHY KEEP DWELLING ON IT.AND IF ANY OF YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT I THINK THEN WHY NOT ASK I DONT RECALL ANYONE ASKING ME HOW I FELT OR WHAT I SAID. SO THEREFORE NOONE KNOWS.I TRIED WITH SOMEONE BEFORE DAD DIED BUT THAT WAS TWISTED AND USED TO THEIR ADVANTAGE..

Abbi said...

I am so sorry Angie. I will have your family in my prayers.
Love you! Abbi